I feel like posting, but man it really has been so long. i need to update more but ever time i decide i will i change my mind or get tired or forget.

One thing thats pretty exciting today is that the project for awesome is going on and if you dont know what the project for awesome is its a  project that Hank and john green of the http://www.youtube.com.vlogbrothers started four years ago its (i'm not sure how long its taking place for.. the week end maybe?) where for a few days the top rated videos of youtube wont be boob,kittens and stuff like that but chairitys and things to generally help out t his world which we live. awesome right? hense the name. the internet is such a huge thing now and using our social networking powers to join together and help decrease world such for even just a weekend is something we all can do. if your interested in helping out donting money or just commenting on videos go herehttp://www.projectforawesome.com/ or http://www.youtube.com/user/project4awesome

on another note the end of the year is fastly approaching and so is the end of my new years resolution of 2010 which was to take a picture of my self every day for a year, which looking back on 2010 i think its been a pretty life defining year for me so much has changed and  i have some really great people in my life that have never been in my life before and the people who are out of my life now are gone for good and im really happy about that because im at the point where the people who i chose to be with and the people who chose to be around me are there because they and we want to be and not because they feel obligated i think its the first time in my life i feel like i acually have friends good friends that i can talk to and rely on and that i can trust. this year has been something differant and i cant wait for next year. 

SO i was on the bus home and i was writing a new update because i have been unimpressed with the last couple and the LJ app just failed and only uploaded the picture! so im going to try and remember what it said. POOP

" Today is the greatest Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow,Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out Before I get out "

     I was woundering tonight what might have changed if insted of moving to the house we did, if my mom got the other house we where supose to get before the deal fell through i would have went and graduated from fox insted of RS. I use to talk about this to a couple of my  Ex friends from school and the conversation would usuay end at "well you wouldnt have met us." which doesnt really matter to me any more. i kind of wounder who my friends woud be now if id be working where i am  and if things would be better then they where/have been not that i would change any thing about my life really. To be honest really i guess its pointless woundering what things could have been. I was also thinking today i kind of wish i got a chance to know a couple (certain) other people in high school there was always a couple people i never really new but always seemed really cool to me you know what i mean? i saw and ended up slightly hanging out with a couple of those people one nigh and they totaly surprized me by how smart and really awesome they are but durring class it was like they acted they didnt give a shit but i kind of realised it was more like i know im smart and i dont you approva to tell me its true! and i really respect that. Now that high schools over the chances of me ever really talking to these people are slim though i stil see them on the street from time time.

 

"I wanted more Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore Of saving face"
 

when i orignal wrote my LJ update i was writing it on the bus coming home from lenas house i had a bit of a short shift today and i went to her house and had dinner with her and some candy and red bull and just hung out we have been hanging out a lot that last little while but its been nice got some things talked about and made things better/easyer. The other day when we hang out Lena was supose to meet my boy friend but something came up for him and he doesn have a cell phone do =/. hopfully that happens soon i was talking to my dad a week or so ago and he feels its important for boy friend type people and close friends to meet. Anouther thing i came to the conclustion with lena was that Im glad i didnt date in high school you know they say that high school is the place where you "find your self" and its true and it would just have been hard for me to do all these things and idk i know i still do have some growing up to do but i think things will go well. Lena also convinced me to do something the other day and im pretty glad i did, i just kind feel like im antcipating something  thats not going to happen.
 

"Pink ribbon scars That never forget
I tried so hard To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings"
 

2nd update in two days~ win on my half though my last couple updates have been fail.
ALSO im going to try and update more regularly and back to my older posting style i think so yes.

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I was just thinking the other day how i can remermber when the most important thing was my post count on the forums at nexopia, and  how so muc has changed since then. I have so much more resposiblitys now and the relationship with my father that i didnt have before, and my realtion ship with my mother has been improving but right now its just improving. I lost two fake friends and gained 4+ amazning friends. i have opertunities coming up for me now that could open doors for me in the future. im a little hessitant to  start planning for school i dont know. i wounder what the future has in store for me more then ever  now that i have seen how certain things have worked out. im paying my debts one step at a time and moving forward in life but what im a moving towards? i think my bigest fear in ife is not being able to make it. One thing i have noticed is that i have a hard time excepting things i tend to over thing simple things which in the end ususaly causes more stress for my self then i acaually need/ or would have had in the first place but i guess whats some thing ill need to work on.  On anouther note one thing im looking forward to is karleys birthday party its space themed and im going as a vulcan type starfleet person  pretty much female spock its going to be much fun i dont really know alot of people going but i know a couple so im really stoqued on it! and hopfully i can get my birthcirt and id done for lenas birthday (crosses fingers)

Im going to close thing Blog with a photo i took last night~ check out my flickr

So its been a while since i have updated and a good amount of things have taken place.

From the 11-14 i went to kelowna and it was relitivly uneventfull for every thing but showing me how much other peoples parents drive me nuts which has had the effect of me and my mother getting along much better since, nothing like other peoples parents getting on your nerves to show you how good you have it eh? Also  the secound day of being in kelwona my  Gumbs be hind my  molars started hurting and oh and i can pretty much see the wisdom teeth growing in there so   emergancey dentist appointment not this friday but next my dads coverage is 80% so  i have to pay what ever it doesnt coast and im pretty stoked about that. Me being the smart person i am and wanted to search my situation spent all last night watching videos on youtube about wisdom teeth and complications! eff the more time i spend by my self and not distraked to more i convice my self i am fucked over though im pretty sure  i know that it will be fine im not even worried that its going to hurt or any thing i have had teeth removed before no biggie. just want to note that my dad is super awesome and is helping me out a ton with every thing right now holy mosses. going to see my sister tomorrow and that should be good she was dispointed she couldnt take my out on my birthday for drinks but i have no proper id so it will have to wait.

 I dont know my life seems really fucking confusing right now i keep get things thrown at me im not really ready for and im having to put other things i'd like to do on hold but i guess thats life right?
 

The wolrd and the people in it piss me off, Seriously have you looked around?

The Recent disastar in Haiti has people digging in their wallets and pockets for money to donate to help  the people of haiti, and you know i agree what happend there is really sad and its terrible to see people fighting over supplies that should be given to every one eaqualy and see how the supplies are not getting to the people they are out side the boreder ect.  You even noticed how will people are to give to haiti at work becuse they changed to donation boxes from needy children to haiti relifefund. and the boxes have almost 3 times as much money as before and you know how much this bothers me? I know its sad Haiti needs help BUT Haiti isn the only place where people are suffering where people need help where your money could be just as usefull going maybe to a differant cause.  Just here in vancouver there is a great homless problum and if you live here im sure you have seen it first hand and now im not saying for you to go give them money that wont help but there are lots of orginsations that help set up  shelts give them food and clothing  thats something you Can do and see the effect of you money helping right in your home. Or maybe you dont want to donate to the homless, i think alot of people would be surprize but alot of people use the foodbank alot of people need help and  know friends familys in the past had to go to the foodbank and my ownfamily times are hard for alot of people these thing you can do to help around your own comunity. but you know these arnt even the half there are animal shelts, water sorces to places that dont have enough clean drinking water building schools in third world contires helping children into caring holms there are so many things in our world that need help. Things need to change people need to realise that  before natural disasters people still need help before after and durring, and im NOT trying to say i dont think Haiti doesnt need help im saying that people need to learn to give to other things of need when ever they have a chance to, not just durring a natural disaster becuase you know Haiti could have used the help before all the terrible things happend.

and if you are interested in helping out any where there is a great website that you join and do activity and earn points an the points turn into money that you give to a cause of your choice and its free for you  so check it out http://www.socialvibe.com

" Why can’t you be  The part of me that’s missing Instead of leaving me for some other
 Say we’re perfect for each other  And we won’t spend this life  Alone "

1) Logg into Msn (close window but stay logged in. 2) Facebook first to get it out of the way dont use offtin (login log out might now check it again till the next day) 3) Twitter check it lock out (check it again 15 mins later of when i get a text from twitter 4)youtube 5)Flickr check it  see if comments or veiws some times this doesnt happen 6)livejournal check new posts usualy this stays open and happens last 7)dailybooth Some time in the day i will upload a new picture

HEY ALL WHO READ THIS!

woundering how my year is going? feel free to check out my Dailybooth

as one third of my new years resolution is to take apicture of my self every day those picture will be upoaded there.

http://dailybooth.com/LeeannDimock

YOUR A GOD DAMN DICK,  A JACKASS AND LETS NOT FOR FUCKING GET A HYPOCRITE.

Um i guess i dont need to warn you now about the swearing in this ?
Right from the start back in Augest this hole thing was bullshit and i dont even care about that any more though i havent REALLY talked about it (so its going to feel good when this is finished,) YOU tell me one thing a couple monthes before and i remembered what you said so when the chance came up i asked out about it again  and you fucking rage AT ME? and you know what ever i can let that go but you dont go around blabing your huge fucking mouth to every one you know about my personal fucking choice and you know what its wasnt the first or the last time you'd talk about me behind my fucking back!  ID NEVER DO THAT TO A FUCKING FRIEND! who the fuck do you think you are? you think your better then every one else? so lets just tear them down behind their backs? and then gang up on them when we are facing them? I want you to know i dont miss your friend ship at all and i DEFFINATLY DON MISS Her friendship. i dont even miss the good times we had because what are they even worth when  all the rest of the time you tell Her every thing i tell you? what if i went and told her every thing you told me about her? YOU THINK SHE'D talk to you? maybe shed still be pissed first and then she'd come back to you cause your both fucking brainless idiots. and you know what you'll never know how much your fucking missing out on because when it comes down to it im a kind and caring person and I  NEVER SAID ONE BAD THING ABOUT YOU, untill i found out when you guys said those things about me and even then  it was pretty much only the fact that i was mad about that. I dont think its wrong of me to be a good person, a nice person! and its me this world needs more people like! and you know what that Concert you bailed on me on (WHICH I WAS REALLY MAD ABOUT YOU DICK WHIPE) i met the person who is pretty much  ten thousand times nicer and a better friend then you could hope to be! not to mention That lena is hell of alot nice and a better person then natasha is and maybe you should take alook and what you have has happend and what use to be and ask your self why! its been 6 monthes and you can even forget it, AND THE ONLY REASON you had to be angrey about is the fact you think insulted your sister, (oh and you think im turning into a drug additct or some thing WHICH IS REAlly funny  because  you drink more then i ever have same with every thing else you stole money from your step dad to buy as that  stuff last year when i could have gone with out and im the one going down hill?) but yes its been 6monthes and you know probubly 4 since we have seen any thing from each other and you really felt the need to do that? you cant acually just forget about it let it go no one even goes on nexopia any more, why dont you go fill out anouther facebook note about HOW YOU GAVE UP ON ME YOU FUCKING ASS HOLE I HOPE YOU DO GRET PREGNAT  its not like your life is going any where any way. what i have to say for me is that im making new friends doing great things with great people, and from what i have seen from you is, the same old bull shit have fun when you get tired of those couple people and you have no one else to turn to. oh and just wait till some where down the road where you read those facts i was telling natahsa and you go oh, yeah i guess she was right after all.

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